Words – no. 2

I’ve never been good with the present
I’ve never been a student of the now.

I can see the future,
Not usually the right one, but I can see it.
Every day,
Every night,
Every second,
I’m not very good in the present.

Even when I’m right,
Even when I’m right!
When it’s finally time for the present.
After the dreams
After the time spent getting ready,
I still don’t know what to do with the present.
It’s my sick cycle.

…but luckily, you showed up.